I am in love with a woman who is not my wife.

She is in love with me.

She is 19. I am older, much older.

We cannot tell anyone, it would wreck our careers, destroy almost all of our friendships and bring the harshest reaction from our families.

If the truth were found, it would crush our most cherished dream...

Some people think they know... they don't know the half of it.

We are fragile.

The more space we try to give each other, the more we are drawn together.

I absolutely adore her. I crave her.

I believe in her and in her dreams.

My wife is beautiful, rediciously smart and earns an excellent wage.

We used to have fun.

We used to have sex.

We used to be the couple everyone admired.

She fell out of love with me- I fell out of love with her.

The is a chance I will end up alone.

There is a good chance both of them will decide that I am less then what they deserve.

They may be right.