S was scared in the beginning and I was told to watch out.

"Sex with him is emotional."

When you told me that, I knew that the words were true, but they've never hurt as badly as they do now.

I wonder if I have sex with him in a vain attempt to get over him.

Why do we do this together?

Are we helping each other, or simply hurting each other.

I simply have one request... if you honestly love me, then why don't you tell her about us?