I know that you have been messaging other girls, 'hi babe' even during my visits down to you. It isn't fair that you are doing this to me, considering that I am always the one flying to you and that we are already beyond our first year of long distance relationship. I wish you knew how much effort and sacrifies was made on my part just to keep this going.

I think I am stupid for not confronting you about it, and worse, for letting you go ahead with it. But you know what baby, as much as you claim you love me, this isnt love. I am not being possessive;I am never possessive, but I beg you to be in my shoes and think for me for once cause I am getting tired of being the one who has constantly abide to your rules while you don't even respect mine.

You know what is the saddest part of all? It is that despite moving forward in life, you are stuck back in the moment when you think you can get whatever you want. Well my darling baby, I am the only stupid one who will endure this, but not for any longer. Because when I finally do get what I want, you are going to be truely sorry for not being repent-ful of your past and for not changing your foolish ways.

Relish the moments you are having now baby... As I am beyond disappointment and enough is enough. I am sorry, but I know someday, if this carries on, I wont love you anymore. I can however, in retrospect, safely say that I have tried my best. Can you?

You are one dissappointint soul - to everyone else but your team mates and the girls you text.